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SKULL! [Aug. 28th, 2004|10:14 am]
drealovesdive
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I smoked a chocolate cigarette today. It was tasty. I licked my lips and it tasted all chocolatey. I really realised today how lonely I was when I started to feel like a 5th wheel... Lonely in the since that I had absolutely noone to cuddle with when all my friends where uber cuddly. I mean, I'm happy for each and every one of them that they have found someone to love, I mean, it makes me so happy, but really sad at the same time. I haven't been kissed in so long. I miss it...

I had a dream about Calvin last night... and he was real... but then I woke up, I realised how stupid it was to think someone like him existed. Then I cried... I think I cried for an hour then went back to sleep. and then my mom woke me up with the south park song in below entry... I just dunno. Life isn't worth living if you don't have someone to love and mostly, someone to love you back. I want what Lizard and Tony have... they're so happy. And it makes me happy. Weee... not really, but happy for them but sad for me.

i'm an idiot...
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[User Picture]From: blizzardblossom
2004-08-29 10:23 pm (UTC)
FIFTH WHEEL??? Brendan and Anna??? Nothing's going on between them...
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[User Picture]From: drealovesdive
2004-08-29 10:34 pm (UTC)
I dunno, it's just the way I felt! lol, they'd make a cute couple
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[User Picture]From: blizzardblossom
2004-08-29 10:37 pm (UTC)
No... You knooooow nothings going to happen there...
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[User Picture]From: ladybug4
2004-08-29 10:40 pm (UTC)
sweetie..how were u fifth wheel...there is nothing going on btwn me and brendan...we are just friends and have that established agreement...im his support group...and we have gotten to be insanely close friends...but thats all there is...im just kindof friendly...most of my time is spent either with lizzie or with brendan....

there are a couple ppl id like to be cozy with...but eh..i know its not gonna happen...or at least no time soon...cuz, well...its me...but neways...

i dont know why u would think that....

if nething im upset....cuz its been awhile being with a guy...and so badly want to be kissed....ugh...neways...nuff said...

ciao
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