|OMG they killed Kenny!! You bastards!
||[Aug. 28th, 2004|02:26 am]
This morning I awoke to my mom singing the South Park theme song in my ear... yes, my mom now knows the words to the theme song cause I've been watching it so damn much. She then dumps an Eskimo Joe's cup of water on my face. I was all not sleeping last night. I couldn't. You ever get those feelings in the pit of your stomache when you feel like you've forgotten to do something?! Or like... you get a creative idea and need to do it immediately. So I didn't go to sleep until like... 7:00. I woke up at 12:00, so it's not like I didn't get enough sleep.
Sadly, I am watching room raiders on MTV and reading everyone elses LJs in mild amusement. I'm so glad everyone's doing so well. It makes me happy when they're happy. I do need to go somewhere today!! I need to get some elmers glue and more magazines so I can finish the covers of my scrapbook. It's gonna be very nice.
I've lost 10 pounds, which is a big deal for me, even though you can't truly tell when you look at me. It won't start showing until my water weight goes down some more, but I'm certainly getting there ^__^ (proud) But my boobs are still the same damn size... My mom says most likely, like when I was anerexic my waist will go down alot but my hips and breasts will stay the same. Which is good I suppose sin I want to be a model. Hopefully by halloween I'll have lost 20 pounds, enough to wear something slutty and funny. That way I won't be the fat girl wearing skimpy clothes(which is GROSS) no flab hanging out for moi! I'm a smidge more tastefull then that. Not much, but a little~ lol
My mood is still majorly down but I think that's majorly because I'm feeling very alone. I base my life on whether or not I'm around someone. I need to get over this! it's just silly. But I caint halp et! lol I love spelling badly... which I do unconciously as well. Moo... My eyes hurt!!! Damn glasses!!! AGH!
want a picture? oh, ok, I'll give ya one... hehe
BOOBIES!!! lol... I hate them -_-()